Insomnia because i am thinking and reflect what i am thinking .....

It make me confuse , y people will insomnia ???
It is a sickness ?? or u just thinking a lots???

I think both also,
somebody when his/her born then will face this problem;
somebody is just think alto to make himself/herself to insomnia...

I think i am the second type ,
I always thinks and reflect when i do it what will happened ...
It make me hard to make a decision and
it also is a protect myself technique...

I think that when one days , my parent pass away , what should i do ???
Regret what i doesn't do when they still alive ??
Apologize and wish them can forgive me ??

I also think that what should i do and my future is wad??
Continue my father business ??? Further Study ???
learning new things , go around the world???
or just do what i want to do ???

But when i realize that i can't ,
I can't be a self-fish person ....

My father always say :" you just go do wad u want ,
i still can support u when i still alive ..."
what u have feel ??
I think my Brothers and sister also know ,
we always joking say loudly not mean that we not respect them ...

We know how much u spend to us ,
Sometime we just don know how to return it to u ....
You all just hope ours don't be bad
and it is the most important that you earn ...

I think it the reason that
Y i insomnia and what i thinking and reflecting ...
Others i think can put it away =_="" ??